tackle them fears...

i can't quite sleep even
though i am exhausted...
driving test in morning...
and i can't guarantee
a 90deg. back-park
if i get the angle wrong...
and i have a tendency
of stalling the old car
i get to use...

sob.

so i console myself
for trying anyways;
for not having had much
opportunity to practice
getting better at driving
on either sides; both 'right'
and wrong... although
i probably drove more
than i have ever done
so in the last weeks...
yet if you count the hours...
they probably don't even
make up a month's time...
that's how little
i've driven since
i got my license.

i console myself for
the fact that there
are probably very few
people out there who've
even tried stick-shifts,
driving on both the 'right'
and wrong sides...

i console myself
for facing my fears...
and being realistic
because i could
very well, not pass...

oh well...
at least there are others
who are willing to believe
that i could make it
and give up their time
to help me gain
back some confidence...

i console myself
and hope i could
fall into a good sleep.

posted by ~overacuppa~ on Wednesday, 13 September, 2006 at 00:38 hrs