run through my wee head every day... i wonder how my brain cells cope with all of that. poor tiny little things. i 'fry' them up too much -- simply day-dreaming and then panick to get what i ought to be doing done before deadline. i never used to be so terrible in my procrastinations... but i am truly getting worse with 'age'... opps.
i've been shelving aside plans for a little bit of fun and an excuse to learning more scripty codes until the bunch of us at 100-acre-wood (pretty much our virtual playground) decides what to do with our server hosting... which explains why i've not yet drop a proper entry on the Banoffi-pie i'd promised --- i didn't forget about it though!
along with that, there are also fantasies of giving 'overacuppa' a little wee tweek and polish some time... some time... sigh.
i have frustration-turned-despair thoughts about how i will manage with the relocation pretty much on my own... "surely i will manage?!" i tell myself, i did it by myself going to germany, i will manage it myself to the usa... but deep deep down in crux of my soul, i don't know how it will all work out. let's hope the department/school will approve of my relocation funding application...
then again... maybe i will never make it yonder across the atlantic... this waiting for the forms from the us is driving me insane... i can't plan anything concretely until i get the visa, which will probably take another 2 weeks from receiving the papers since i'll have to arrange for an interview... which means i can't finalise my flights, i can't yet advertise for another person to view my room, i can't start searching for an apartment, i can't do proper packing... etc.
round and round in a merry-go-round my analyses are going... why we can never always anticipate every little bug or glitch is something i consider my own mockery-making...
i was on a delirium high when i saw "half-price for blueberries" at Tesco yesterday... i brought home 600g of them blueberry-bliss... now i am contemplating what i should do with them... too many lovely recipes to choose from...
posted by ~overacuppa~ on Saturday, 28 May, 2005 at 02:23 hrsbake a bluberry pie and send it over to HK! :) hope you sort out your plans soon... aren't you excited about moving to a new location?
Posted by: stel on Tuesday, 31 May, 2005 at 04:20 hrshah! that's a great idea!
stel... i guess i am not sure if i'll like the american way of life... afterall, the visa application is taking far too long! i haven't yet received the portion of the J1-visa forms from the US to get it processed here. all the hassle of relocation is weighing down my small bubble of enthusiasm. it just doesn't get any easier with each move =C(
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