i become depressed too easily sometimes... thinking too much. sometimes it is work-induced. i hate programming. and it seems i have to do alot of it because i don't have enough funding to hire someone else to do it for me, or there isn't anyone else who can do it for me for 'free'. it is afterall my phd; yet most other people seem to get by without needing to do much programming if any at all -- call it luck. i want to be running experiments instead, testing out my own ideas, but i am stuck with these theoretical analyses which aren't even guaranteed to bear fruit. bugger them all. (sorry for the language...it's free expression here isn't it?!) XC(
posted by ~overacuppa~ on Saturday, 4 September, 2004 at 23:27 hrsOh dear, sorry to hear about the troubles you'll have to go through for your PhD. Hang in there. And yes, just vent in the blog. =) It helps.
Posted by: V Heng on Sunday, 5 September, 2004 at 02:30 hrsthanks Vanny. have to be brave and stand up for what i believe sometimes... not everything that you are asked to do makes sense. oh well... sorry to all of you who have to read my frustrations sometimes... quelque fois, je suis une efant terrible.
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